Secondly I would like to explain what happened.
It seems I have schitzo affective disorder along with being scitzophrenic and have had, last summer another psychosis episode, hence all my posts with the vulgar language.
I am now in waypoint centre for mental health and undergoing treatment and medication for same. Hope to be released in April and commence putting my life back in order.
being schitzophrenic is not easy. Its been 5 years for me and I have finally admitted the illness and will be seeking support from mental health affiliates and family. Mental Illness has a stigma and I can see where it comes from but in all honesty, we are not to blame for our illnesses and help is available and I am taking it now. Thanks all that matters.
To all I slandered, I am sorry.
To all I hurt, I am sorry.
please know it was the illness and not the true me.
hope to make amends in the future by being a model citizen and a good blogger.
Not sure yet what my blog will be about but I believe I will go back to holistic health and start posting along that line.
Please find it in your heart to forgive.